Ashley's Blog.

2007-06-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

wow. after I changed blogger went back to normal zzzz -;- oh vhell. shall keep both. see how things turn out. I may just keep this afterall. But I might wna change my blog address. heh. :D) I discovered this smiley it's so cuuuute!

D: Hello Daniel you small boy paoface. :D) you can be a lotus seed pao, you look like it! :D) then maybe, just maybe only, you can share jon w me. :)

babyyyy where are youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

2007-05-24T12:54:00.000+08:00

wow, which is NO posting?

moved!

The Veronicas ; Speechless #

2007-05-15T21:28:00.000+08:00

fighting online is like racing in the special olympics,
even if you win, you're still retarded. :)

Nips i love you!

Jon yes I do melt. You are retarded, crutches don't work when they're in front of you. ;)

Casting Crowns ; Does Anybody Hear Her #

2007-05-10T23:38:00.000+08:00

hello evah-reh-bodeh! :D

I miss my boyfriend. :(

I miss Nips :( even tho I see her everyday, but yeah, we don't talk as much as we used to. :((

I miss God. I haven't talked t Him in a pretty looooong time. :l

I shall later, before I sleep! :)

I have a lot of hw

and i noticed I sound really self-absorbed. :(

2007-05-08T20:11:00.001+08:00

jon chan rocks

The Fray ; How to Save a Life #

2007-05-08T00:24:00.000+08:00

baby, you're the best. :D

sometimes I think I don't deserve you but, oh well, God gives us what we don't deserve too, Grace, I guess you could take that literally, with a sister going by that name :P

sometimes, I wish I lived in a box.

or maybe I could just curl up somewhere and die for awhile, see what it's like on the other side. be away from all the pain and hurt.

The Fray ; How to Save a Life #

2007-05-07T00:43:00.000+08:00

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

I'll miss you, boyfriend. I do trust you :) I don't have doubts where your heart lies. I'll prove to you, I'm not addicted to you. I'll do my work well. Night babe. :D

My Chemical Romance ; The Sharpest Lives #

2007-05-06T20:07:00.000+08:00

whao I dono what's wrong w my blogger, all my posts are disappearing, oh well, wts, doesn't matter, I'm just mainly stressed about my work nd stuff

and I really thank God for baby, who's been there like all the time. :D whenever I needed him.

and for joe nd soph who've been there most've the time. :D

love y''all, i love you bayyyeeeeeeeeeeeee! x)

The Fray ; How to Save a Life #

2007-05-05T11:48:00.000+08:00

oh fuck, I just typed something and it didnt get published, but I shan't bother retyping it cos I'm so sick of retyping shit.

Bascially, it was just ranting. Unimportant stuff you won't know about me.

And I'm grateful for Grace in my class cos nobody else really understands me.

Jon, I really dono why I'm like that, it's really fucked up I know, I should be more responsible, but how was I to know, really?

Beyonce ; Naughty Girl #

2007-05-01T20:11:00.000+08:00

;)

Yeyah, school's cool. homework's for dorks.

>(

art, lit, gp, chinese, math, econs. WHAO SHYT. LOADS.

Anywayyy. I won't get t see jon till like Sturday ): saaaaaaaaaaaaaad! nd not I'm growing faaaaaaaaaat. ohmahgahzzzz.

Beetles are rude little pieces of shit.

Cats have sexy eyes, I think Celeste Lee has sexy eyes (:

Dogs smell funky sometimes.

Elliot moose, is on the loose!

Fried fish that isn't fried properly is damn fishy I hate it.

Gold hoopies (:

Honk if you're horny! ( haha I dono why, it's just a saying)

I loewe Jonathan Chan Wei Sheng! <3

Jon baaayeeee rockzz (8

Kyaw Saw Lynn is my best friend!

Lool, baby :D

My mom is pretty. :D

Nose-tapping is baye's fave.

Oh yeaaaaaaaaaaah AC ALL THE WAY! x)

Pangsai!

Quiver muthaf*cka :D

Rub my nuts for good luck!

Suzanne is... omg disgusting.

Tall boys rock. Like jon chan!

U are bored if you actually read all the way to U

Valentines is for suckaaz, why can't you be nice t your loved ones all year round?

Weembo is my latest nickname.

Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo for Jonnn :)

You so sexy, baby.

Zzzz I'm damn sleepy!

3 Doors Down ; Here Without You #

2007-04-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

Heh, baaayeeeee! That post was really sweet, thanks! x) nd more thanks, for I am at a loss of what to say :DD oh my, ahhhh, you love doing this to me, don't cha? Making melt into this puddle of uhh, liquified Ashley Yuen Jun :) heh. oh my ahhh, I'm seriously speechless! x) I love you I love you I love youuuuuu! really baby, thank you! x)

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! you know you're more than i could ever ask for! x) x) i looooooooooooooooooove baby lool.

Nelly Furtado ; Maneater #

2007-04-24T23:41:00.000+08:00

thanks for th encouragement, Baye, Joe and Isaac :D heh

Sorry baye for going cold on you this afternoon, but it was really sweet, what you said :j I was just in a bad mood. a ver bad one at that.

Joe, thanks for teaching me math, a little, nd like helping me destress. I don't understand why your dad's so paranoid about where I study. I mean honestly, it doesn't matter where. As long as I have someone around to keep me on the ground. :)

Isaac, for telling me funny things, nd like asking me retarded questions about dwight, as in my opinions of him and stuff :) it keeps my mind off work.

gnight. I don't like crying, makes me sniffly. uncomfortable.

Avril Lavigne ; Girlfriend #

2007-04-24T14:03:00.000+08:00

Hey hey you you I don't like your girlfriend :P

about a year and a half back, I would've been singing this feeling piteous for myself. :j But now I sing it ns a funny song :)

I miss my baby. :( I know this sounds so lame, I mean yeah it is I am becoming such a loser manzz. Okay but yeah, I do honest miss him. Anyway, I just frickin' killed half my thumbnail! :( I am pretty violent, I suppose. Then there's that massive workload. And my eyes are still retarded. And to top things of I won't get to see Jon later. :(((

What an emo day. Rain for a sad day, keeps the devil away, maybe, just maybe.

My body's so tired I really need God t give me strength. :l

To end all wouldn't hurt nobody, except maybe all the ones I love. Lucifer the deceiver cuts short sentences. I seem to be talking to myself, I must be going insane. Dr. woffles wu, fix my brains please. They are a fundemental part of me.

I shall go cry, I won't feel so crazy once I do. :)

Casting Crowns ; Stained Glass Masquerade #

2007-04-22T19:27:00.000+08:00

Are we happy plastic people?
On shiny plastic steeples.

penny for your thoughts.

Mcdonald's has become so stingy in the last few years I suppose, cos they give you less but make it look like more. they really know how to live up to the phrase "less is more". anyway, MY ICE CREAM WAS HOLLOW! I was so infuriated. I'm like ahppily licking my cone, and then suddenly my tongue touches nothingness. It's shocking, I mean, if the icecream fell off onto my hand or smtg, I would've realised. and then I see this hollow in my icecream. It's that feeling of being cheated! >( Mean beans Mcstingy!

bye bye. have hw, oh and I'm not so affected by that word anymore. :D unless it's said in a certain tone. :j

I hate pw!!!! oh and my teacher's name is Forest. He looks like a tree, all long-limbed and his digits are real elongated too! o.0 How intriguing :D

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Jonathan Chan Wei Sheng!

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Jonathan Chan Wei Sheng is actually a fruit, not a vegetable!
New Zealand was the first place to allow Jonathan Chan Wei Sheng to vote.
Owls cannot move their eyes, because their eyeballs are shaped like Jonathan Chan Wei Sheng.

hahaha! credits to jowell. :D

Nelly ; Na-Nana-Na #

2007-04-21T14:02:00.000+08:00

:D this song is love! :D

oh well. hmmmmmm, been hooked on timbaland's Give It To Me in th last two weeks :)

babybabybabybaby! :D Grace hates it everytime I talk about you, so I don't anymore. haha I just stare at th photo nd g crazy. :D I THINK it's normal? :)

hohum, hate hw! I WNA RUUUUUUUUUNNNNN! but I can't rah! >(

Schoooooooooooolzz monnnzzzz :( :) :D I dono which one. Pick one when it best complements your mood.

oh, yeay btw, my timing for 2.4's improved significantly. I think as th track gets bigger, it's easier. I used t complain about running 12 rounds, th 200m track, then it was th I dono how many m but it's 7 rounds park. Now, I think my track's too small, it's alr 400m. we should have an 800m track! then we'd run only 3 rounds :DD

I'm still wondering, how I managed to scratch my cornea. I know this is so random, but it's a question that bugs me :P

and the art competition shit. AH! no inspiration I dont have a theme i'm gna die! :P

<3 my baye j x)

Rihanna ; Pon De Replay #

2007-04-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

shake it till the moon becomes a sun

Hey all, trng was good tdy, cos I like finally improved on SOMETHING, my running, sprinting 400m is crazy, and I'm sper happy I did it in 1.18! :D Hehe, ohkay, I know many people out there run faster than me but WHAT THE HECK, I'M STILL DAMN HAPPY! :D :D Heh. Hmm, oh, I left my file in school, nd I really pray it'll still be there tmr morning! (: alrightey, I shall be off to sleep after a prayer! (: seeeyaaaaaaaaaaa!

Btw, I found a visual treat in AC! (: Hint, he looks like Jon's bro :P Jon's bro looks like Jon, so indirectly this boy looks like Jon! yeay I love my boy :))))

Bring It On ; Cheer

2007-04-07T11:02:00.000+08:00

I'm sexy, I'm cute! I'm popular to boot!
I'm bitchin', great hair! The boys all love to stare!
I'm wanted, I'm hot! I'm everything your not!
I'm pretty, I'm cool! I dominate this school!

Who am I? Just guess! Guys wanna touch my chest!
I'm rockin'! I smile! And many think I'm vile.
I'm flyin', I jump! You can look but don't you hump! Whoo!
I'm nature, I roar! I swear I'm not a whore!

We cheer and we lead! We act like we're on speed!
Hate us cause we're beautiful well we don't like u either!
We're cheerleaders! We are cheerleaders! ROLL CALL!

WHOOOO I LOVE THIS CHEEER! :D

The Veronicas ; Heavily Broken #

2007-04-05T04:10:00.000+08:00

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

I miss you, Jon.

Sometimes, I feel like killing myself, but when I think of all th people who'll be happy, I don't bother continuing my train of thought. cos it just isn't worth it. Making Satan happy? forget it. Making baby sad? Even more so I shouldn't do it. God? I dono how God feels. Cos on th one hand, it's entering His kingdom earlier, but on th other it's cutting short God's plan, so I don't relaly know what He thinks of it.

My Chemical Romance ; This Is How I Disappear #

2007-03-30T18:11:00.000+08:00

And if you could talk to me,
Tell me if it's so,
That all the good girls go to heaven.
Well, heaven knows

And without you, is how I disappear,
And live my life alone, forever now.

Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on figure out.
I'm really not so with you anymore.
I'm just a ghost
So I can't hurt you anymore,
So I can't hurt you anymore.

A single word, "bye", is used so often and so carelessly, it doesn't hold much meaning now. It's sort of ironic in fact, that we say "bye" happily, when to me, it seems to invoke this sense of foreboding. A feeling that something horrid is going to happen.

I hate that word.

I think it's so awful and embarassing for people to lean against the glass panels in the mrts. have you ever noticed how people put their entire weight on the glass? Sometimes, they're so fat, the glass creaks a little, and that scares the shit outta me. More importantly, the way their asses are squahed against the glass, on which I would like to emphasise, is transparent, you know, like, see through? It definitely leaves disturbing images in the heads of fellow passengers, especially the poor unsuspecting victims who're sitting at the corner seats.

By The Way, for people who think I'm a slacker and in total control of my life, please think again. I'm stressed like hell, I'm losing baby, losing myself, and most importantly, losing God. I know I sound like such a loser. But whatever trips your trigger, I suppose. I guess, it's the expression of calm and cool I usually have on my face, that causes others to have such perceptions of me. But really, deep down somewhere, I'm lost, okay? Perhaps reading this post will make someone out there appreciate their lives more, or at least feel the consolation of someone you despise being just like you. I don't think I'm superior to people, I just judge others to feel better about myself. Call me insecure, but sometimes I really don't give a shit about what people think of me, y'know? It's like, sometimes, I'm on top of the world, and next moment, I'm living in hell. Undercutting? definitely, loads of it. Contradictions? the more the merrier.

The world is black, and they're hearts are cold.

My Chemical Romance ; Dead! #

2007-03-28T12:12:00.000+08:00

Everytime I hear this song I'm reminded of sunil rai in MI! o.0 handsome indian/malay mixed boy. :D

Anyway, my main concern tdy is why are people so unoriginal all th time. this world has 2 kinds of people. Th creators, nd th followers. Creators are cool, nd followers?...downright pityful. eg. sophil nd i came up w this breasties shit by accident, nd then we used it. slowly, many people starts using it, but I'm pretty sure, we all know who th ORIGINAL breast&nips are, right? It's annoying, in some ways, nd flattering in others.

ah well. we're all human I guess. So, I suppose I shouldn't bother too much about this shit. :)

Yeay, I got MC for tdy, cos surprisingly I've a fever which I didn't realise I'd been having for th past 2-3 days alr. LOL! :P My MC says exempted from PE till Friday, does that include trng? ah shit my left calf is still aching, nevermind, baye'll make it all right :))))

homework undone: Lit nd Math. SHIT. I dono how t do Math nd there isn't a single relevant book for Lit at home! th internet's th best I can do for now, I guess :j

My Chemical Romance ; Mama #

2007-03-27T17:59:00.000+08:00

Hey all, AC is a wonderful school, and I love singing th school song! :D even tho I don't know half th lyrics :P Sorry, we don't have a school diary that shows us what they are! :(

Okay anyway, I miss baye, cos like all th trng's are so tiring that I don't talk much t him on th phone, which is also because I reach home at like after 10? o.0 ah well. it's great that many of my MI friend have migrated w me t AC! :D so that I have at least a social life t speak of besides th netballers :)

ah shit. i'm sorry i can't give you more time baye, cos i'm alr maxing myeslf out. I'm certain you are too, esp when you wait for me t get home so you can call me :j thanks so much, k? I really appreciate it.

paddle pop hiphop jelly rockzz my sockzzz. :) I want chips now. I wna be sick tmr so that I don't have t go school.

Akon ; I Wanna Love You #

2007-03-11T17:23:00.000+08:00

ackkkk. WHEN IS AC GNA CALL MEEEEEE! I NEEEED T GET INTO AC! must must must! nervous nd jittery, my gosh, haven't felt like this for what seems like a pretty long time. The last time it happened was back when I was getting back Os results. So alright, maybe I did well back then. But my luck will run out, right? I mean I really hope God blesses me la. Like seriously bless me by letting me in AC then I won't have t be stuck wherever I am, w many chinese-ed people. I'd feel super outta place, if it weren't for Aaron :D Thanks for being there slaveman ;) Please AC, please call. I wna be part of AC nd netball nd play for th school. Get good results nd go NUS! :j I know this sounds so unlike Ashley, but ah well. People change, right? :P

God open th doors please. :l

kanasai kanasai kanasai!

2007-03-06T19:33:00.000+08:00

I friggin' got into Yshun JC. zomg. that is SO sick ugh! I want AC oh man AC please accept me :( ahhhhh! I don't wna be stuck in a lousy institution with lousy students who'll not help me get into university w A's but drag me down t C's nd D's ! ack. Dear God please this means so much t me I really need this one last shot at like being somebody, useful nd not incapable of doing anything! :/ I promise I'll study hard, really I will.

Wang Lee Hong ; Kiss Goodbye #

2007-03-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

yeaaaayyy I dono what th song lyrics are, but i know it's nice :D

i love baby i love baby i love baby i love baby i love baby i love baby i love baby! one for everyday of th week
:D

okay anyway,I am a happy happy happy girl. I know happy's a highly overrated word. But I really am very happy! x) mostly cos I got t see jon almost everyday, nd i adore that boy more nd more each day. cos he's really damn small boy i like. ohmy i sound like a paedophile, even t myself o.0 nevermind. He's same age as me so I AM NOT! :D anyway, i like th way you're such a homey person. you'd rather spend time w me at my place just sitting nd talking nonsense playing dota, nd METALSLUG w me on your laptop. instead of going out. ohmy i love that game. it's so supermario, old school. :)) I wna play again! :D

k tdy went amknlb in th morning til 1130, then headed t bishan gym. :) there was this ginormous group of pierce boys there. nd there was one i stared at for a little too long. hey I mean it ain't my fault if i stare at you, cos you have a really weird hairstyle that I've t spend at least a minute figuring our your gender. I know it's so demoralising nd degrading. but i'm sorry, you're at fault, cos you got your hair done that way. ;)

after that went t th bishan nlb then waited for joe t reach th interchange for lunch. I ate chicken rice. :D (yes baye stop asking me t eat more it's alot!) nd then we walked around, having fun criticising th things in th shops :P nd then it was raining so heavily, we like just took refuge in th stupid library. nd found some relatively interesting magazines. where th girl's asses were th size of america, nd made of jelly. oh yeah, which reminds me that noone's answered my question on fat women's breasts. :( some people out there are seriously living in self-denial if they can't simply accept th fact that they are fat. >(

take for example, christie! :D She's fat but she prolly thinks she's thin as a rail. unfortunately, no, she isn't. she's about th size of a buffalo. nd I am afraid t stand next t her cos i keep thinking she's gna fall on me nd squash me flat. eew. No I would NEVER want t die such a horrible death. maybe if I got squashed by someone else like jonchan I wouldn't mind, but, seriously, Christie? Thanks, but no thanks. Btw, when is anyone ever gna tell her straight out, or at least hint t her, that her clothes are always mismatched? nd that she wears clothes that bring out th worst in her? nd he purple crocs? get real girl, ditch 'em. They are so not hot. Nd your frames? oh gimme a break, you seriously need an extreme makeover! Or maybe you should sign up for diva on a dime, perhaps they'd teach you t dress right. Perhaps maybe they'd be too confused themselves on wehere they should even start. HAH.

so, ANYWAY, while we sat in th library, joe made all his calls t gene nd th like. ohkay. then I just read my book nd stuff. nd he told me so much stuff about him I would never imagine. It's cool you'd tell me these things :) well yeay. I enjoyed my day, along w th daily gossip that goes w it. I'm sorry God, tho I'm afraid I'm never gna break that habit. Cos it's one I love a lot.

till whenever I next blog! :D

Chris Tomlin ; King of Glory #

2007-02-24T12:50:00.000+08:00

agh. ah well, this week as flown by, nd yeaaaaay angpaos nd movies nd friends nd b♥yfriend makes me happy happy happy! :D oh well. I've caught Norbit nd Dreamgirls, they're both definitely worth th watch! :D Norbit's so gross, but quite an egoboost for fat people. I mean I've never seen a woman that fat in real life. :P koolohs.

K can't wait for 4 March! Ugly Betty's premiering on Ch5! :D:D:D Yeayzors. :)) Get t see her. Okay, actually she isn't really ugly, but yeah I dono why they call her ugly betty. :P

oh oh oh! I've got a question! Y'know how skinny girls usually have smaller breasts? How about fat people? they've got bigger ones, right? BUT! is their breasts all cellulite? :D Someone please tell me! A fat person perhaps? :P

Beyonce ; Irreplaceable #

2007-02-17T13:00:00.000+08:00

Every superhero movie you watch, th bad guy's always up t one thing or another, usually either wanting t superhero t reveal his identity (by removing his mask), or taking over th world.

why is it that th baddies wna unmask these heroes so badly?

It's so cliche, nd yet we love these unidentified guys.

perhaps we admire them for their ability t lead double lives w nobody ever finding out. Strictly speaking, it is really difficult t do that, since it means keeping it entirely secret. as in no sharing at all. I mean, who can live w/o sharing their deepest darkest secret t anybody at all?

Maybe some can. But I've finally found out why I love marvel's superheroes so much. they're ordinary, yet extraordinary, in their own special ways. incomprehendible.

this is what happens when you leave me w too much time on my hands

Nickelback ; Faraway #

2007-02-16T18:31:00.000+08:00

I love you, I loved you all slong. :)

I hate going places I'm unfamiliar w, cos I have a tendency t lose my way. Due t th lack of sense of direction, which is exactly what happened t me ytd, while searching for amknlb. I was walking in th opposite direction of th library, nd ended up taking a big big round, that took 20 minutes t cover on foot. >( Why dont they have signs t show th way!

anyway, met baye j tdy aftet sending Dez off. :( omh, I'm really gna miss her. But thankfully I didn't cry tdy. :D If any tears at all, nobody saw, so all's cool. :) July faster come! I wna see Dezzzz! :l at least I passed her th things I wanted t. :j well, baye cheered me up. nd I'm sorry I burned a hole in your pocket baye, I didn't mean t, but you insisted on it being your treat! nd th stupid butch was being such a bitch. not surprising, she's prolly jealous I can get a boy, while she's left alone, confused about her sexual orientation. :P hahaa nd th people at th neighboring table kept staring at baye, I think they were like gay men or smtg, teachers from AJ. :) HAHAHA. then went t amknlb again, nd this time when jon saw his school he was like "biiiiiiitch! yuck I hate you, biiiiiitch!" HAHAHA. :D so funny la!

Juelz Santana ; The Whistle Song #

2007-02-12T17:03:00.000+08:00

keep movin' till ya feel somethin' hard in ya back.

yeay, went t AC w Jon, nd all for nothing -;- nevermind. anyway, had lunch at Taka, nd yum yum, th Eggs Ben! :D Haha, but I couldn't finish half of it. oh well, I mean, that's where Jon comes into th picture right? He loves food, nd I've no idea how else I could emphasise that more. Th best present you could give him is food! Well, as long as it's nice food, you can give him, don't give him food you don't want, that's just plain mean, treating him like a trashcan. >( Yeap, ooers bought my neon pink paint! woopeee :D Then like ehh th BRUSHPEN! :D:D:D Super shiok man. :)) K I really hope AC accpets me eh! I wna go AC please God, let me in! Let them love my face. hahaha

k feel like reading stupid manga even tho th drawings aren't all that nice. eeheee. :D bye! (I never knew there was manga porn, eew gross.)

Justin Timberlake ; SexyBack #

2007-02-10T13:35:00.001+08:00

wooooooyaaaaaaaaaaa! :D 14 points! :D YESSSSSS. whoopee okay. I know it would seem devastating t people w extremely high expectations, but I am happy. and I don't care what y'all think of it! :))) Heh.

Dinner w my boy later yeaay! x) Monday, t AC for appeal form w Faiz. :DD

yeay, happy valentines in advance t all y'suckaaz out there! :)

Anyway, here's th breakdown,

Eng 3
Chi 5 :) have improvement eh!
Mat 2
Sci 1
Lit 3
Ssg 3 omg damn happy about this one!
Art 2 :DDDD!

nd I'm really proud of my bestfriend! who got 7 :D not forgetting baby, who's got like 8? -;- expected la. haha oh well, yeay I can go cny visiting! get more angpaos nd more sweets t stock up on wlao cny sounds like halloween -;- thankfully no tricks t play. But quite fun lei. Okay, come october shall go trick-or-treating :D quite far eh. nevermind. think of valentines first! :) nd easter, oooh, Easter! I like, eggs. :D

MCR ; Teenagers #

2007-02-06T15:32:00.000+08:00

You Are Smokin' Hot

You're a terrible flirt, a sharp dresser, and a party animal.
Of course, you're totally sizzling too. And for you, being hot just comes naturally.

Are You Hot?

HAHAHA. my ass.

Anyway, I gave school a miss, both tdy nd ytd. what th hell is wrong w me! omg. k nevermind, skipped for a worthy cause aka, seeing the boyfriend :D nd he's all mine! x) So, hung out, had lunch, nd his room is pretty nice, more space t himself than I've got anyway. :) But his bed is hard like some rock. I like my bed better! :D :D k then umm now I'm home nd yes, baby, your medical certificate expires as of tmr! >:)

hea hea hea. then ytd went w baby t see th doctor, nd wlao eh! go in for like 5 minutes nd come out w two days m.c! Like wth! is that unfair or what! >( haha. doesn't matter. yeh.

ack shit, results in like a miserable 3 days time. :l I don't want! >(

consolation tho, is that tmr I'll be seeing that boy again! :D Ikea tmr!

till friday where I'll update whoever chances upon this blog. seeyaaaaaaaaa!

Beanie Man ; Zingy #

2007-01-30T19:35:00.000+08:00

Hello, I'm finally getting into a habit of lessons nd homework. Then again, I've also picked up a terrible habit of skipping lessons. :P But it ain't my fault if th teacher sucks, aye?

Aiight. Anyhow, I've got th workload piling up, better go get rid of it pronto! :)) See ya! My baby's got cool new specs that look totally fab on him byeeeeeeeee! zomg I'm so lucky t have th hottest sexiest, everything-your-boyfriend's-not boyfriend in th whole wide world! x) x) x) Aren't y'all th teeniest bit jealous? well, deal with it! ;) You'll find yours someday, someday. <3!

shitshitshitresultscomingoutsoonahhh!

Planetshakers ; All I Want Is You #

2007-01-27T10:29:00.000+08:00

I don't feel it's wrong t use obscenities, I'm just not comfortable using them. Guys may use it nd it sounds okay on them, because they're just rougher I guess, but girls? I dono la.

Anyhow, why do girls cry nd boys get angry? I think it's stupid. Why can't these emotions be just eliminated totally? like altogether?

Planetshakers ; All I Want Is You #

2007-01-23T19:06:00.000+08:00

Take me to that secret place
where I can only see Your face
and nothing else will ever feel this way
You take away the guilty stains
the things I've done that I can't change
it's only by the power of Your Name.

I never knew that I could feel this kind of grace.

Jesus help me, please. I'm faling and I can't pick myself up off of the ground.
I'm sorry for all the stupid things I've done, recently.
It's all in the past.
Sure I regret some foolish decisions.
But some people learn the hard way, don't they?
Making snide remarks about just anybody.
Gossiping, God forbid.
Stop me.
Amen.

p.s Why baby, why? I don't know either. :l But I'm really sorry. And thanks for cheering me up. :j

2007-01-17T16:46:00.000+08:00

Japs have terrible terrible English, seriously. If you ask me nicely I'll send more rubbish photos. Like quite lazy t upload every single one I took eh! :P

Anyhow, I love my baby he's so sexy whooooooo x) See y'all around in school, chow ya! :D

I love CKS cos they're cool people who don't backstab nd shit like some others yeay ;) nd I love breastie cos she's like my pillar of support asides from Baby :DD nd Hannah's so fun t hang w just like Dez we're all racist assholes but that doesn't mean I don't have any Indian friends :)

Justin Timberlake ft. T.I. ; My Love #

2007-01-16T17:49:00.000+08:00

Take Your Spot My Love

Whooo, saw baby tdy whoopee :D :D :D :D Somehow it makes me go crazy just staring at him x)

Anyhow ytd was Vivo w Hannah nd lots nd lots nd I mean LOTS of window shopping! :) Fun fun, then realised I've grown fatter, so YAH.

Anyway, we went t th DAISO everything's-2-bucks shop. nd had th greatest time laughing at th English language used by Japanese, will upload th photos when I've th time. But gawwd, totally hilarious nd I was feeling pretty embarassed for them :P

Oh man, there's this really HOT set of undies at TOPSHOP, who'd be so kind as t buy for me? it says Kiss ME lolol. I'm a size 8, nd yeah yeah go ahead nd laugh at my fat ass la, I don't care! x)

Tmr's timetable is shit laaaaa. Stupid history in th morning spoils my day. UGH. Oh well, there's always CKS t cheer me up! :D nd whatever else I've planned for th afternoon! x)

see y'all man, I wna go ACJC AC ALL TH WAAAAAAY! x)

Fergie ; Fergalicious #

2007-01-13T12:47:00.000+08:00

Haha, this song is constantly on replay but I really really like it! :D

Anyhow, here's updating on ytd, since I didn't really give th details :P Th day started out w History, nd I was dreading it, thinking that we were gna have that weird lady who can't stop talking.

Now, we've a teacher called Mr. Benny Lim. He's suffering from pronunciationitis. nd a pretty bad case of it too. :D He gave us a little pop quiz, nd was asking us what countries some of the flags displayed belonged t. -;- Anyway, after going thru 20 different questions (okay there were photos of old people too), he went thru answers! And this, is where it gets fun.

MBL: "What's country does dis frag beelong tu?"
Students: ---silence.
MBL: "If you say dis is Asean, then you're wrong, dis is de Asean frag."
CKS: "rotflmfao"

omg. super funny! K then he also made errors in "cerfiticate" HAHAHAHA! then then then! "Don't pray a foo ah!"

OMG. eh my home tutor is so funny nd nice, she reminds me of baby's mom. :P Only that his mom is a lot cuter nd slimmer. :D :D :D :D

K anyway, R didn't go t school nd that's totally cool :) I hope he falls sick more often. :D :P

Seee y'all Monday (MI people), go for Fusion maybe I'll see ya tnight! It's at Suntec whoopeee nd i'll be sitting w my boy :D lublub!

I like being a happy girl it makes me really gay! nd high nd all but it's fun t be happy everybody so smiley yeay! :D

Fergie ; Fergalicious #

2007-01-12T18:17:00.000+08:00

CKS! We're cool (:

Aleesh, J, Ash, Bingko, Kim

j, Kim

Kim, Me

J, me

Hello tdy has been a uhhhh. bawring day. Hmm. OKAY! It was so dreary till about 1245 :D Yeay, CKS rocks!! :D Hahaha, Jamiiieeeeeeeeeeee ;) Kiiiiiiiiimm ;) Hahaha! ;) ;) ;) Ohkay la, me too but YAH.

whoopeee. anyway, met Jon, yeay yeay yeay now I know how t do some logarithms :) Baby's th best teacher! x) nd thanks Eug, for like keeping me from hyperventilating, nd annoying me Hhaha, wlao eh, "whoa, can't wait right, one more stop only, look at you carrying your bag!" Hahaha, shuddup la! k la you see ** you'll also behave th same way k! :D

K anyway, gna do stuff, seeyaaaaa.

- ; - #

2007-01-11T14:50:00.000+08:00

I AM IN NO MOOD T LISTEN T MUSIC.

this, has thus far been th worst day of th week. IF, it gets any worse, I'll update y'all.

1. I didn't get t see my baby.
2. I was a bitch t him.
3. I got caught in th rain, w/o an umbrella.
4. My first history lesson went pretty badly.
5. I only saw ** once tdy.
6. My underwear was unconfortable.
7. I ate a lot. (Yes Derrick, okay I'm fat.)

7's supposed t be a perfect number. Yeah, Perfect reasons t mess up my day.

well t top it off, my boyfriend doesn't wna talk t me so "hooray" :l

That makes 8, so much for bringing luck. My camel's bottom!

[edit]

9. It rained like mad.
10. My shoes nd clothes nd bag were soaked.
11. asdfghjkl;! I touched nd saw smtg gross!!! >(

-1. My boy's happy again :)

Number eleven on th list was th ultimate grossest thing I've ever EVER encountered so yeah I'm not telling ANYONE except maybe th whole wide world! :D

Maybe, if you ask nicely I'll tell you :)
[/edit]

Fergie ; London Bridge #

2007-01-09T14:08:00.000+08:00

VIP cos you know I gotta shine

whoo school's cool w new friends nd yeay I get lifts t th MRT stations everyday whoopee (thanks eugene :)) Anyway, went t King Albert Park macs ytd morningt meet Eugene's friends, so made new friends who know Rachel yips! x) They're so funny, esp Jamie nd Kim heehee :D I like eggs :)

K then anyway there's this weirdo called Rafial (sp?) previously from Maris Stella, nd he's quite a trailer, I should say, a big joke, really. As in, seriously! hehheh.

E: " Hey, my name's Eugene, what's yours?"
R: "Rrrrrrrrafial" (haha ohkay exaggeration but I find his name funny)
E: "So, where're your Marist Stella friends? You not sitting w them?"
R: "No, they're freaks."
E: "--- aren't you th freak?"

HAHAHAHAHAHA.omg. then R has this friend/ freak called Peter. Nd he's just as weird. My goodness, Jeremy went t say Hi nd he hugged Jeremy hahahahahaha! Poor boy. Traumatised by a coupla queers. :P

Then there's some other indian guy, he's so round, like a pao, ohkay, correction! Chow ta pau. :D Who swaggers, nd he's got J Lo's butt man! omg. Eugene, Brandon, Derek, Jeremy nd Joshua all having a fun time pretending t be gay w him lolol! :P So so funny I tell you! Gosh. Haven't laughed like that in AGES!

HI CHRIS! :D

See? Cute right! Cutest boy on campus. wait ah, show you th cutest boy on ~~earth~~, no, UNIVERSE.

♥

HAPPY 17TH RACH! :D

Fergie ; Fergalicious #

2007-01-06T12:56:00.000+08:00

Ade nd Dez

Hannah nd I :D

Meet my lone indian friend, Naresh. :) ( yeay Jonchan's cute right!?!?!)

eh I was damn scared he'd collapse on me k! Just look at th size difference! o.0

Orientation/ De Novo 2007 was really really fun nd yeay I love my OGL she's so funny nd whiney! (yeay whiners rule!) x) Ohkay then yeay I have this group member Wen Jun who's really funny nd crazy :D nd I think he looks like a cat okay on monday i shall give him a picture of a cat :D

OHOHOH!!!! nd there's this really cute boy in my group too! His name's Christopher! :D Super duper cute k, he's like th only eyecandy there is on campus. how boring. But he likes disturbing me. I lend him my ipod nd ask him t fan me then he just fan himself. then was like

A: "eh! I ask you t fan me!"
C: "Yah. I'm fanning me what!"

-;- Bully!

k la. hope t appeal t science faculty or I'll be doing really badly in all my classes! :l

byeeeee!

Nelly Furtado ; Maneater #

2007-01-02T12:08:00.000+08:00

I'll miss th cheezel-throwing-at-indians fun we had

breastie! nd all th shit we did

yeay th hawtest baby (:

th goodest boy friend

oh man th coolest girl on th block, gna miss all th crazy things we did :(

Gwen Stefani ; Wind It Up #

2007-01-01T11:01:00.000+08:00

The girls wna know why the boys like us so much ;)

You can't scold this little monkey, cos he makes you feel guilty by being so damn cute!

And this boy just makes my world go round! x) ♥

Have a Rockin' 07 everyone!

- ; - #

2006-12-25T17:49:00.000+08:00

hee hee thanks jeremy (=

Christina Milian ; Call Me Beep Me #

2006-12-23T20:11:00.000+08:00

Call me, beep me,
if you wna reach me ;)

Anyhow, skipped th party. Had th stupid backyard t clean up, my goodness, it's back-breaking work just mopping up that place! o.0

Then talked w Jon on th phone till like 11+ :)) Poor boy, down w God-knows-what. :( It's alright, I'm sure he'll be better by uh Christmas! :DD whoopee! :))

Going t church for th countdown service, cos there isn't any christmas party this year :( but there's New year's eve which means more booze, so like, whoooohooo! :DDD Haha I. Am. So. Growing. Fat. >(

Made th christmas cards :D They're so nice I don't feel like giving them away! Hahaha, ohgay, self-praise aside, I've only written for my like really really close friends nd if I didn't write for you, I'm sorry, I just don't have th time nd energy to! Cos it really is such a lot of work :P

K well, th people who should expect a card are, Jon Joe Luke Leonard Rachel Tania Mel Karina Sayrah Genigeniwawa nd Absy. Soph Dez Hannah Dayna :)

That's all kids :D Seeya! it's less than 48 hours t christmas! wonder what my parents got me ehhee can't wait! :D:D:DD:D:D:D

nd then school will start all over nd screw it my school's so far away it takes an hour t get there! >(

Jeannie Ortega ; Crowded #

2006-12-22T15:44:00.000+08:00

Back up off me
I feel like I am suffocating

I've been awarded w th CDC & CCC Good Progress Award! D'they know how ridiculous its's gna look on them if they actually saw my results?! o.0 I got a friggin' 24 points for Prelims! >( nd they call that good progress? they're kidding themselves! but it's alright. I've now an excuse t escape questioning on why all th money's gone. haha! sorry, I'd t stock up for camp so I spent quitea bit on th food :P

k anyway, gotta run! Party later, housework t be completed :)

Sarai ; Ladies #

2006-12-21T09:44:00.000+08:00

Hey Mr. Dj turn th music up loud
nd everybody report t th dance floor now

th rain's driving me up th wall!
everyday keep raining,
after I've just cleaned th backyard floor
it rains again,
making it dirty nd sandy
nd I'll be back at square one
it's so bloody infurirating! >(

Anyhoo,

Monday
Annual Cluster Meeting :) food tasting session, my goodness, ate damn a lot la! :l then like after that go watch some dumbshit movie Flags of Our Fathers wasted 7 bucks man! >( rargh. it's so boring, nd th good parts are all pretty gory. yuck. Boy's show. then caught th last train t serangoon, nd cabbed home w jon :) raining like mad! then while food tasting I saw some shop name "RA21" haha I thought it was a pub till I saw th shop window display :P my goodness! It was fulla vibrators dildos nd whatever else you can think of o.0 how can Singapore promote this! k never mind. I learnt something new! when you walk thru Geylang nd see shops called "sports recreation club" they're brothels. HAHA. I didn't know. I was like eh why Geylang got recreation club in th middle of nowhere? th boys enlightened me. -;-

Tuesday
Jon came over 5 minutes before Hannah then played KoL nd we watched Angel Wars whoopee I love that cartoon! Th drawings so nice :DD then after sending Jon t busstop, me nd Hannah went t NTUC t stock up for th night nd it started raining dammit heaviuly luh! Like so annoying th rain, so we were drneched nd we'd t eat dinner at cartel which cost a bomb o.0 then hung around til like 7+ my goodness. that's 3 hours out there all cos of th stupid rain! >( then watched LOTR th two towers till like 3am, nd viewed friendster profiles nd did christmas cards till like 6am, then went t bed.

Wednesday
Woke up at 9, walked rusty nd woke hannah up then went t meet up w someone at 11 t get our earrings whee they're so pweety! :DDD then Hannah went home t sleep cos she ain't feeling well. Then I like waited for 15 minutes t meet Dez, nd went swimming :D Haha th water was freaking cold. nd th only thing that made us swim fast were these three dumb dragonflies chasing us around. lol everytime I screamed Dez'd like, duck under th water aahaha! damn funny. then this stupid guy jumped right into th pool. nd like straight away shot up saying "whooooooooooooo whoooo" HAHAAH that dumbass. Rain for 4days alr still jump right into th water. :P

Yeay tdy's Thursday nd gna watch Night at th Museum later w Grace, Jon, Joe, nd dono who else luh :))

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Kim Possible ; Call Me Beep Me #

2006-12-18T09:56:00.000+08:00

yips! Camp was fun fun fun! :D whoa eh Long Island Tea is daaaaaaaaaaaamn nice! :D:D:D Haha drink until can't walk straight then baby go drink until fall asleep. HAHA! :D

nd th worship was damn powerful :) nd I have a lot of things t apologise t God for right now. Maybe not exactly a lot, but really really big, important sins t repent. :l

anyway, watching people getting vibrated is damn fun haha :D but poor Barry, Samuel nd Jon yu(tho I don't really give a shit about this one) :P

whoopee. I'd say this was th funnest church camp I'd been t so far, since P6! lol :D

Watching Calvin describe th plan, is so so amusing, haha nd jiawei's floppy hair is damn cute, like shaggy from scooby-doo! :DD nd when kelvin's tired he talks like a girl HAHAHAH! :D

now for KoL!! :))

Jamie Scott ; Made #

2006-12-11T15:35:00.000+08:00

1) Smoked x
2) Consumed alcohol x
3) Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex x
4) Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex x
5) Made out with someone of the opposite sex x
6) Made out with someone of the same sex
7) Had someone in your room of the opposite sex x
8) Watched porn x Don't, it's so boring -;-
9) Bought porn
10) Done drugs

TOTAL: 7

11) Taken pain killers x
12) Taken someone else's prescription medicine x
13) Lied to your parents x
14) Lied to a friend x
15) Snuck out of the house x
16) Done something illegal x
17) Cut yourself
18) Hurt someone x
19) Wished someone to die x
20) Seen someone die
TOTAL: 8

21) Missed curfew x
22) Stayed out all night x
23) Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself x
24) Been to a therapist
25) Been to rehab
26) Dyed your hair x
27) Received a ticket
28) Been in a wreck x
29) Been to a club
30) Been to a bar
TOTAL: 5

31) Been to a wild party
32) Seen the Mardi Gras
34) Had a spring break in Florida
35) Sniffed anything x
36) Wore black nail polish x
37) Wore arm bands x
38) Wore t-shirts with band names x
39) Listened to rap x
40) Owned a 50 cent CD
TOTAL: 5

41) Dressed gothic x
42) Dressed prep
43) Dressed punk x
44) Dressed grunge x
45) Stole something x
46) Been too drunk to remember anything x
47) Blacked out x
48) Fainted
49) Had a crush on your neighbour x eh he's damn hot lor
50) Had someone sneak into your room x
TOTAL: 8

51) Snuck into someone else's room
52) Had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) Been to a concert
54) Dry humped someone (oh yeah, everyday, hannah >:)
55) Been called a slut
56) Called someone a slut
57) Installed speakers in your car
58) Broke a mirror
59) Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) Brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
TOTAL: 8

61) Consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62) Seen an R rated movie in theaters x
63) Cruised the mall x
64) Skipped school x
65) Had an eating disorder x ( -;- it doesn't hurt anyone )
66) Had an injury x
67) Gone to court
68) Walked out of a restaurant without paying x
69) Caught something on fire x
70) Lied about your age x
TOTAL: 8

71) Owned an apartment
72) Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend x
73) Cheated with someone
74) Got in trouble with the police x
75) Talked to a stranger x
76) Hugged a stranger
77) Kissed a stranger
78) Rode in the car with a stranger x
79) Been sexually harassed
80) Been verbally harassed x
TOTAL: 5

81) Met face to face with someone you met online
82) Stayed online for 12 hours straight x
83) Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight x
84) Watched TV for 12 hours straight x
85) Been to a fair x
86) Been called a bad influence x
87) Cursed x
88) Prank called someone x
89) Laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex x
90) Cheated on a test x
TOTAL: 9

91) Cheated on homework x
92) Held hands with someone of the opposite sex x
93) Been pushed into a pool x
94) Played pool x
95) Watched 5 hours of mtv straight x
96) Had a crush on someone 10 years older than you x
97) Had a crush on someone younger than you
98) Wear eyeliner x
99) Skinny dipped
100) Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt x oh yeah, all th time :)
TOTAL: 8

total : i dono la

When you say stranger, taxi drivers are strangers too aren't they! :D I always remember t check th license plate no. just in case th dumb driver feels like pulling smtg on me :D

KoL ; Adventuring #

2006-12-10T18:07:00.000+08:00

wheeeee hee camp on Thursdayyyy! x) nd no parents till like NEXT MONDAY tell me, IS THAT AWESOME OR WHUT! :D Anyway, this week's been OHGAY. ahya my camp group th people are either stoners or giggly girly girls! o.0 I mean one of 'ems from my school nd I've never even seen her! -;- like, dude, whaddya do for fun? I mean why haven't I at least seen you? whut, you go home straight at 1.45 when th bell goes everyday? nd do your parents ferry you all over or smtg? -;-

ah well, anyway, they're all so friggin' quiet I'd t move somewhere else t find my own fun, LOL.

Yeay can't wait for Thursday! :D

Seeeeeyaaaaaaaaaaaa!

jarred ; got punk'd big time #

2006-12-07T22:12:00.000+08:00

sophil says:
we majorly pranked jarred last night
sophil says:
how come?
Everything burns everyone screams says:
hahahahahaha
Everything burns everyone screams says:
wadja guys do t him man
sophil says:
we wanted t make him pee by putting his hand in hot water
sophil says:
hahaha
sophil says:
but it didnt work
sophil says:
and we had to be like UBER quiet
sophil says:
then he farted
sophil says:
HAHAHAHA
sophil says:
we retreated to the toilet to laugh
sophil says:
haha
sophil says:
then we 3 of us put our hoods over our heads and hid behind the day curtains
sophil says:
then ron(his roommate) pretended to be asleep
sophil says:
then ron was like eh jarred wake up wake up!
sophil says:
there's something there
sophil says:
i don't know what
sophil says:
shit damn scary
sophil says:
eh quickly wake up
Everything burns everyone screams says:
H HH HAHAHAHHAA
sophil says:
then jarred just made some weird noises
sophil says:
hahahah
sophil says:
then ron was like eh jarred wake up wake up leh! i'm DAMN scared
sophil says:
i'm gonna call the reception
sophil says:
then jarred was like
sophil says:
pray la
sophil says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
sophil says:
then ron was pretending to be SUPER scared
sophil says:
hahaha then he was like fuck sia fuck sia
sophil says:
i'm damn scared
sophil says:
wake up leh
sophil says:
jarred was like
Everything burns everyone screams says:
hahahahahahahahah
sophil says:
if God is for us, who can be against us
sophil says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
sophil says:
OMG
Everything burns everyone screams says:
gaga
Everything burns everyone screams says:
hahaha
sophil says:
ROTFLMAF
Everything burns everyone screams says:
omg damn funny!
sophil says:
hahaah ya
sophil says:
then ron went out
sophil says:
cos he wanted t 'call reception'
sophil says:
then he ding dong-ed
sophil says:
so jarred has t go open the door
sophil says:
then he booed him from behind
sophil says:
and he spurted out a whole lotta vulgarities
sophil says:
HAHA

ohman, seriously rotflmfao!

Dolla ; Feelin' Myself #

2006-12-07T16:31:00.000+08:00

YOU'RE BACK FROM CANADAAAAA! :))
t all th people out there who dig whut I'm sayin', hollaa ;)

anyway, I JUST HAD MY PIANO EXAM nd I must say it's th best one I've had so far :P which goes t show how bad I've been during th 3 others I took :P anyway, I think my examiner's really nice like seriously, I think if it were some strict old lady I'd have been a hell lot more jumpy nd nervous. But tdy this nice old man who vaguely reminded me of Colonel Sanders, was really really friendly, nd he turned th air conditioning off!!!! omg was I ever more thankful, cos I know my fingers can't friggin' move when there's no blood in them. THank you _______ I didn't even catch your name :l but thanks anyway, for giving me like th easiest of all th scales nd like almost all legato :DD yeaaaay, then omg can you believe it! I played more than ten notes right for sight-reading! omfg, I was over th moon!

ohkay, that aside, life's been pretty blah, I mean,what w Jon gone th whole've last week, nd yeah, but WHO CARES! He's back now nd I live for th present :D I had Ice-blended milo just now, yeay, nd th stupid EZlink extension thing! ugh, driving me nuts. oh well.

Anyway, tdy's 7 dec, so here goes nothing,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUH-GYNA!

whoa ohgay, now that's done, bet she's gna whack me Saturday :P who gives a shit anyway :D

Yeay, church camp, th countdown's 7, OH YEAH. >:)

oh yeah, for my goat!
WELCOME BACK T SG DAEZ! how's th weather? ;)

Fergie ; Fergalicious #

2006-11-28T20:39:00.000+08:00

Rarh, PSC's all that's left t remind me of you for th next, whut, 7 days?! Gawd time does pass oh-so-friggin' slowly when you aren't around :/ Nevermind, CAMP! :D

ohgay, anyway, th trip t M'sia was absolutely terrible! Th food sucked, th facilities were run down, nd my sketch of alba turned out uglyyyy! :(((( k luh, th drinking water was pretty damn lousy too. Simply put, inconsumable.

Nd farewell was fun but I did think it was rather pathetic, w only 3 sec4s sleeping over -;- But that wasn't th worst part! After that, we only had 4 pathetic sec4s t play testimonial match! >:( Like whut's wrong w th rest of you guys man! Just make it down for our last game tgt luh! Ugh.

Ms-fuckface-Ferng made matters worse by making me stop midway in a game t go do some dumb seating arrangement, nd wasted like 15 minutes of my time. Talking a lot of non-sense nd scolding me about smtg I had no clue on whatsoever! Bleh, I was so pisst w her I like sorta raised my voice? or smtg, I don't respect her anyway, doesn't matter.

Nyeh whatever, she didn't have much t say t me after that I mean cos everything she said didn't even enter my ears. There were some forces which repelled her screechy, unbearable crow-like voice. No wait, scratch that, I don't even know how t describe the noise that leaves what she deems t be her mouth.

She's a pale, moon-faced asshead. A bloody coxcomb. Nd she's oh-so N-A-T-U-R-A-L. I wonder if she even knows whut that word means? Nd did I say no pun intended? (over my fucking corpse) She speaks 2 words at a time, nd painfully slowly. By breaking up her sentences, she doesn't get her msg across clearly. It's NO wonder I didn't really comprehend whut it was that she wanted me t do. AND SHE BLAMES ME. -;-

Okay, I'm done bitching, I got a damned headache, nd I am going t sleep. I hate fevers. Esp this one. I'm deaf in my left ear, nd I can't sweat it out! >:(

Dolla ; Feelin' Myself #

2006-11-22T08:59:00.000+08:00

Nuts of an elephant
Dope boy stamina

HAHAHA. ohgay whatever I'm just easily amused. -.-

Yeay Sentosa was fun w the Soph, Jon, Dez, Bre, Han, Ade, and Ter :D Wheeeee. Now so black. -;- Haha. Oh well, Os are overrrr and I'm so bored. Imma make myself happy go draw Alba, hehe :DD BYEEEEE

*P.s eh Ter I want the photos of the trannies and all of us man!

Nelly Furtado ; Maneater #

2006-10-31T11:24:00.000+08:00

Toasted Brains for breakfast lunch and dinner.

I. Am. ~~Dying.~~ Dead.

Sean Paul ; Temperature #

2006-10-26T18:37:00.000+08:00

~~Girl~~ Boy, I got the right tactics to turn you on

RARH! O levels omg o levels damn art and every single other subject I take

Hello breastfriend I love you!

2006-10-13T20:50:00.000+08:00

Malarti Party ;)

Buttock small, breast big

:}

M(must).Wank >:)

ROTFLMAO! O.O

Nice cupcake :D

Dez, you rock :P HAHAHAHA!

I love my goat. :DDD

My little warrior! x))

Yo momma's so fat that when she walked past, there was an eclipse. ;)

HAHA! Oggay, anyway, went for the MJC open house tdy, fun fun fun! :D Shooting rnage was ultimate man. I hit just below bullseye. DAMN. But see if I'm aiming for your nuts, well I'm bound to hit it! Just which part of it.

See, two tries and I got it man! x) Bang and your balls are mine. >:)

Head Automatica ; Beating Hearts Baby #

2006-10-11T20:51:00.000+08:00

Brain, dead.

I've been up for something close to 72 hours alr with a mere 4 hours of "sleep" in total. I can't believe I can still think! o.0 Okay, not really think think, but well enough to talk, be it normally or on the brink of insanity.

My brain and hands seem to be the only things with energy. Maybe it's due to the lack of food too. And it isn't entirely my fault. It's not that I'm starving myself. But moreso, because I'm so exhausted, I don't even have the energy to eat. I never knew drawing could ever be this tiresome. But I'm enjoying, sorta, I dono it's stressful + relaxing = brain dead, kinda process. So well here I go again, drawing and drawing like it's a vocation. I wish.

Ms Gan, Ms Gan, I'm very tired, if I stand up and sleep, will you kindly allow me to go home? I. am. falling. down. asleep. zzzzz

Bye.

The Fighting Temptations OST ; To Da River #

2006-10-09T08:36:00.000+08:00

Screw the hiatus :DD Whoa I love love love the song crowded, okay but maybe it makes me sound bitchy and attenetion-seeking and I like to hog the limelight. :) Who cares! Yes I am, and I'm sorry if you don't like it, but I'm not going to do anything to change it.

That Girl's Crowding My Space

'narrow-eyed.squint.

Art's crazy, as usual, Ashley has turned into a zombified art blitzer, generating sketches and transformations like she's been doing it her whole life. I think I've forgotten my sciences and my lit quotes alr. bleh. My mind's in a fallacious peace. Everytime I go to sleep, I'm wondering whether there'll be enough time the next day to do my art. I doubt all my drawings are up to standard. I find some of them god-awful but I guess it doesn't really matter, if I fill up all the boards and there's the good and the bad, they won't mind so much, right? :D Ahya, God help me, I know He will :))

High School Musical ; Breaking Free #

2006-10-07T12:48:00.000+08:00

Okay, I really should start studying, so I'll be on sabbatical until 13 November, :D The last person I'll be wishing happy birthday here, will be Joseph Chan Hui Zhong :DD Happy Birthday you're 18 now! :DD

Nelly Furtado ; Maneater #

2006-10-06T21:21:00.000+08:00

I think I'm of very imposing character, and though I don't want to seem that way, I just am puh-reety influencial, and that isn't a good thing cos I just make people bad. I think :/ And I don't think a person is able to steal friends, but rather, that some people click better than others. :D So face the facts, if you can't accept it, well too bad. You can bitch all about me behind my back. :]

And if you're gna be incongruous in terms of behaviour, it's pretty obvious you don't know what you really want. Decide for yourself once and for all. Moreover, it's better to remain unknown and obscure in terms of social status. I don't see what's the big hooha all about being popular and lionized, like what's up with that?

I'm not denunciating you, but really, I think you know very well that something's wrong within you deep down inside. Find that something and change it. And the rest will fall in place. If you continue being so discordant, you're gna end up with no friends. and then you'd have nobody to blame but yourself.

May you have a happy life.

vocab credits: thesaurus.com :)

Danity Kane ; Show Stopper #

2006-10-05T18:14:00.000+08:00

We in the car, we ride slow
We doin' things that the girls don't do
They boys stare, we smile back
All my girls in the rainbow cadillacs, yeah

They don't measure up to PCD at all, but this song's cool :D

Ahh Olevels in 3 weeks, and I'm still lazin around, my goodness. okay I'll practice a little math only cos it's hw to hand up tmr RARH! >:( Waste time la that Ms Gan, practicing FYS didn't get me my A1 for math cos the paper was so unbelievably annoyingly un-do-able.

Bye bye! :D

Hans Zimmer ; Davy Jones #

2006-09-30T09:49:00.000+08:00

After 5 days of living with my shit results, I really can't be bothered with them anymore. Like heck , I'm gna do better for the Os anyway. :D Heh. So yup. No JC then no JC for first 3 months that is. I won't really be missing out on that much, I hope.

Anyhow, Art now, seeyaa!

Tata Young ; El-Nin-Yo! #

2006-09-28T16:46:00.000+08:00

You got my temperature rising
Like El Nin - YO!

Can you feel it coming down?
Comes down harder, harder(What)
Comes down faster, faster(What)
You're burning HOT!

I need rain rain rain
I'm burning up in here
This drought's 'bout to disappear
Rain rain rain
I'm burning up in here
Ready on not, open up

I like this song :DD Heh, but Don'tcha's still at the top of my charts! :))

hanyhow, Prelims basically sucked, I'm not going anywhere, but well, hope this month of studying changes that for the next 2 years! :D Hee. I can't believe I'm in the top half of the level tho. It's hard to imagine someone from my class performing better than those of the A classes. ;)

The Veronicas ; When It All Falls Apart #

2006-09-22T18:23:00.000+08:00

Rarh, I don't think I'll make it to JC anymore. I'm just not good enough, so hye nevermind la.

I'm so fat that when I weighed myself I saw my handphone number. screw it.

Daphne Loves Derby ; Midnight Highway #

2006-09-20T19:28:00.000+08:00

AHHHH! Prelims are over!!! :D Kingdom of Loathing here I come! :D Hee. and jogging of course x) Yeay oggay! Seeyaaaaa!

Christian Bautista ; The Way You Look At Me #

2006-09-15T18:19:00.000+08:00

I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word

Exams have been a bitch, and this week has been just one, whole damn rush.

I just know that somehow, by God's grace, the few chapters I studied all came out, thank God for that! :D Like Geog, and SS, only studied 2 and 1 chapter each, respectively. Then Lit, studied only 2 essay questions, chem only practised 3 questions, math was a killer, but the rest somehow I scraped through la. Hope I'll be more prepared for the big Os. :)

Fergie ; London Bridge #

2006-09-09T12:38:00.001+08:00

When I come to the clubs step aside
Pop the seats don't be hatin' me in line
VIP cos you know I gotta shine
~~FergieFerg~~ AshleyAsh and me love you long time
All my girls get down on the floor
Back to back drop it down real low
I'm sucha lady but I'm dancing like a whore
Well you know I don't give a fuck so here we go

>:)

Study so much until brains are on overload.
I think someone better save me before I go insane!

So many chapters to cover in so little time.
Jon, donate your brain to me can anot.
It'll be cleaner when you get it back :)

Heh. Art's kinda stressful now, prep work to rush.

If you noticed, my thoughts aren't exactly in order, cos, like I said, my brain's dead.

Coffeebean has a nice ambience for doing art.

It has good muffins :D (see, Ashley's eating, stop nagging alr!)

Ooers, someone teach me to dance like Fergie, she's so sexy I wna dance like that in front of a real guard, so funny, see what happens >:)

Justin Timberlake ; SexyBack #

2006-09-05T10:47:00.000+08:00

Dirty babe
You see these shackles baby I'm your slave
I'll let you whip me if I misbehave
It's just that noone makes me feel this way

Whoa this song is damn addictive :D

It's gotta be the shoes
Gotta be the furs
That's why ladies choose me
All up in the news
Cuz we so cute
That's why we so huge
Harajuku girls know how i feel
They respect i keeps it real
Not a Chinaman cuz I ain't from China man
I am Japan man

Teriyaki Boyz ; Tokyo Drift # Hahahahha LMAO, lyrics are damn damn damn stupid!

:P

Justin Timberlake ; SexyBack #

2006-09-04T10:23:00.000+08:00

I'll let you whip me if I misbehave
It's just that noone's ever made me feel this way

Name twenty people you can think of right now.
Don't read the question(s)until you've named the 20 people.
At the end of this, choose five people to do this.
1. Jon
2. Soph
3. Dez
4. Luke
5. Leonard
6. Bre
7. Hannah
8. Elana
9. Dayna
10. Mark
11. Samuel
12. Aaron
13. Gracelynn
14. Tania
15. Karina
16. Junyang
17. Daryl
18. Justin
19. Mings
20. Jonathan
How did you meet #14?
Church la! Teh-niah baby kawaii nehXx
What would you do if you didn't meet #1?
Die from suicide alr, He always cheers me up :D ANd talk rubbish so that I can laugh at him
What if #9 and #20 dated?
Siao my neighbour with my brother. She's 2 years older lor. But Lucky her if they do :) My brother's the besterestest boy! :D
Would #6 and #17?
Hahah Bre has had quite enough of ACS boys alr
Describe #3,
Act indian :D Hello, I'm calling about your couch.
#8 attractive?
Cute lah :D
Describe #7
My girlfriend, I'm free to hump her anytime I like ;)
#12 family members?
Aaron has an older sister who thinks he's got issues :P
What would you do if #18 confesses to you that he likes you?
Haha, uhh, He won't.
What language does #15 speak?
Chinese, the cheena freak who can't take B3 for a grade for Chinese o.0
Who is #9 going out with?
Nobody. Guys are stupid :D
how old is #16?
Yang's 16
When is the last time you spoke to #13?
Just yesterday :D
Who is #2's favourite band/singer?
She doesn't particularly like any band.
would you ever date #4?
Maybe, but not right at this point in time :D
Would you ever date #1?
:DD
Is #19 single?
Yup
What's #10's last name?
Lee
Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?
No way, he's damn annoying! :D
School of #3?
PLMGS(S)
Where does #6 live?
Bishan, near Cat high there.
What's your fave thing about #5?
He's the besterestest most terrific big brother anyone could have, and I'm lucky to have him! :D He's damn handsome too x))
Have you seen #2 naked?
Is Partially counted? Best friend leh.

The Veronicas ; I Could Get Used To This #

2006-09-03T09:14:00.000+08:00

Because you listen to me when I'm depressed
It doesn't seem to make you like me less

'Cause you wrote my name across your hand
When I freak you understand
There is not a thing you miss
And I could get used to this

I'm feeling it comin' over me
With you it all comes naturally
Lost the reflex to resist
And I could get used to this

:])

Hee. I'm feeling happy for no apparent reason, I think I'm losing my mind! o.0 Which isn't a good sign, but I guess it is a side-effect of Art. :P Ah well, at least I've my insane friends who keep me relatively sane :D Oggay, somehow that didn't exactly make sense, but who cares! :)

Mugging for exams is really really tiring even though you aren't running around getting sweaty and sticky. Really, I think all the blood is drained from your body, and they all go to your eyes, so you can read. Wait, and your brain too, to remember stuff :) Hahaha, Social Studies have so many things to memorise, sucks man. :|

'Runs.around.screaming.

Yes, that helps, asides from taking naps, which waste a lot of time, actually. the time taken to sleep, the time taken sleeping, the time taken to wake up, adds up to about 2 hours. Which is why I often portray myself as slightly demented. :P

Moohoo, ice ice baby. Art tmr in school yeayness, I get to see Dez and Bre! :D Whee x) Shall do the prelim question and my mounting boards. Come home then paint :P

Kerchow!

Westlife ; Flying Without Wings #

2006-09-02T09:57:00.000+08:00

Boo, I've to visit cousins who live all the way in Bukit Timah, which is so far from Serangoon, and I can't go to church! Rarh! >:( Never mind, tmr I'll go for cell group :)

Whoo, results this term are slightly better! :D Bet I would've gotten better if I'd not gotten any Cs and if my Bs were all 3s, and if my English and Lit hadn't missed an A by one mark each! :( Ah well, what's done's over, so I'm not complaining anymore. :D

Rum-a-tum-a-wump-bump-bump.

I've been eating so much recently, I think I've gained 5 kilograms already man, which sucks, cos that takes me further away from where I wanna stand.

Studying with Hannah's cool cos there're stupid old men who can't speak properly so we've got stuff to laugh about. Hannah! Luckily you kissed the Kangaroo only, or else you die! >:) Heh.

Oggay, Art time! :| Why do we have a separate paper, so difficult! :(

Yellowcard ; Starstruck #

2006-08-31T19:20:00.000+08:00

Whoa, this was the dumbest, lamest, most boring ACES/Teacher's Day I've ever sat through!

ACES actions had stupid names to each one of 'em. Eg. Funky Fish, Robocop, and Out-In-Out, which in certain contexts, sounds extremely vulgar and obscene! o.0

Anyhow, I didn't even perspire, so really, what was the point in that "workout"? And then the hall was so small(or we've just grown fat) that we were packed like a bunch of sardines, while the teachers were nicely spaced out, with chairs to sit on! >:( Rarh. And I drank so much water I had to excuse myself twice -.-

And they claimed we'd end by 1030. Yes, Mrs Lee, 1230 and 1030 are exactly the same thing! Urgh. What a waste of time, coulda spent it doing something more useful! >:(

Finally completed the stupid NE Quiz. It's so ridiculous, you've to do it or you aren't allowed to graduate from your respective schools. ':|

Coffeebean after that, studied till about 6? :) Yeay, I feel accomplished, and it's nice when you break up into small groups. There's more space to share things. Hannah & Dez know what I mean. :])

Oggay, I think I'm gna get more paints tmr, and I'll be returning the key to Mrs Ong's shelf. Heh. :D Whoopee, I like my life tho it's kinda stressful, but at least it gives me smtg to do, and the Olevels give me something to anticipate (Yes, once it's over I'm gna have fun!) >:) Kerchow! x)

Mr Brown ; Mai Hahm #

2006-08-28T20:13:00.000+08:00

Hahaha, this song is damn damn damn damn stupid! :D

HAHAHAHAHA! The voice is so monotone, then they go put it tgt. HAHAHA! :D Yeay I'm listening to the real My Humps now x)

Oggay, English Prelims tdy, I don't feel confident of my results at all, for some reason. I've got this really bad feeling that I screwed up both components, which totally sucks, cos I really wanted an A2, but seems like I'm not gna get it afterall :/ Rarh

The Veronicas ; Everything I'm Not #

2006-08-27T16:01:00.000+08:00

Like you're so perfect
And I can't measure up
But I'm not perfect
Just all messed up

I wish I could tell my mom this, she's always expecting me to be what she wants. And I'm just not her, in every sense of the word. Sure, I look almost identical to her (Yes, I'm fatter, bigger, whatever) but asides from the physical attributes, most else is quite opposite.

She's hardworking, I'm lazy.
She's smart, I'm stupid.
She's serious, I'm a joke.
She's perfect, and I'm NOT.

My mom is really honestly everything I'm not. I respect her, and love her a lot, for who she is. But why can't she do the same for me?! If I get the top marks for an assignment, she just says I can do better than that. If better is what you're always striving for, then you can never be the best, ie the best is yet to be. I don't see what the point in building up all this when it's all going to fall apart one day. On earth, we're all comparing grades (school), or salary (working adults). Okay, so maybe not all working adults compare salary, but they do compare wealth, by the type of car you drive, the size of your house, the amount you donate to charity, right down to even the clothes you wear.

What if there was something more than this? What would all these so-called "treasures" be worth then? Nothing, absolutely nothing.

It's confusing when God asks us to do our best in whatever we do, but do it for the glory of God. How does studying really hard to attain good grades, glorify Him? I don't see the link between the two. :/

Back to my mom. There's this really big gap between us, it's really a love-hate relationship with her. I can't hate her, simply because, she is my mom afterall. And it's not like she's evil, so there isn't any reason to hate her. But then again, the way she sees things is so different. I paste stickers on my nametag cos I think the stickers are cute. She interpretes it as me hating my name. If my mom ever reads this, I'm telling her, I love my name. And I don't doubt that one bit, even tho it's masculine and all that shit. I wish we'd just see things the same way. You like pretty things, and I prefer cool & grunge.

bye :/

Matchbook Romance ; Promise #

2006-08-25T19:33:00.000+08:00

Would you take my hand,
And never let me go?
Promise me you'll never let me go.

'screams. I think I'm gna fail science prac!! :(( There goes my 10 points, there goes my ACJC! x(( Rarrrrrhhh!

Ahy, on a lighter note, I did surprisingly well for my English common test this term. :) I've got yet another composition to be returned. Hope I get like 22 or 23, then I can achieve my A2 for this term :D I heard everyone did quite badly for the recent Math test. Now I'm disheartened, and have a really bad feeling I'm gna flunk it x( Rarh >:( Hope I do alright, cos I really want a B3 for this term's Math. Then can get A1 for Prelims, hopefully. :/

Anyhow, watched Cry Baby at Dez's just now, and it's the worst movie I've ever watched. The only good point is that Johnny Depp stars in it, asides from that, the plot is absent, and the ending's so fulla shit, extremely anti-climax. And what the hell, the whole show revolves around people making out. o.0 And there's this really fat, ugly, distorted lady who shouted "I'm gonna punch his ugly face!" Hahahahahaha I couldn't stop laughing at that part!! :D

Ah well. Prelims! 'runs.around.screaming.insanely. Yes, I did that in the canteen after practical. :P And I've really learnt to appreciate my school in all it's glory/bullshit. I didn't realise that I'm having a lot more fun at school than other people are. I don't know how I'm gna survive without all the stupid jokes we crack everyday. Much less, surviving without my circle of friends. I hope we'll all keep-in-touch. I think I don't mind having Mrs Rajah as my science teacher anymore. It's not like she hasn't done anything for us, it's just, she's so paranoid, that she seems like she's picking on us. When really she just wants us to do well, cos she sees we've the potential!

I'll definitely miss PL, and I'll miss walking home with Dayna man. Ah shit. Singapore sucks, and so do the lives we lead. We all go our separate ways, and lose contact. It kills our social life! :( I hope I'll never change from what I am, but that's just wishful thinking, I guess. :/

Ewan Mcgregor & Nicole Kidman ; Elephant Love Medley #

2006-08-22T18:23:00.000+08:00

Whoa, school was more relaxing than I expected it to be. :D And I blabbered a lot, let me emphasise alot, of rubbish, and nonsense, yadabadaboom. Heh.

Math Lesson: Ms Gan didn't come in, she was attending to smtg, prolly some discipline case or whatever, I don't really bother with such things. Anyway, I was just uhh, talking, and yakking, without actually processing whatever I said. So it all came out, making me look like some demented dumb kid.

"Eh Bre, I can just imagine you lying down on your desk to sleep, then roll off your chair onto the floor 'laughs."
"Walao, no lor, the possibility of your hitting or banging something first is more likely lor!"
"Rubbish! If I push you and you roll onto the floor, the probability (yes, it's Math lesson, let's use Math terms! :D ) of you on the floor is 1!"
"If I push you and you hit the wall, the probability is also one okay!"
"No, that would be the wall hitting, me, so the probability of me hitting the wall is zero!"
"What?! How can the wall hit you? Siao ah?!"
"No, I'm not crazy! You are! If the walls have ears, they have hands too, they're human! They probably have noses too, then we'll all die, when they come down with the flu bug :( ack. Tsunami + Bird flu, all in one! o.0"
"What the hell eh Ashley! Machiam (I think that's how you spell it) just talking nonsense eh!"

Hahahaha, Stupid dialogue. You can probably tell which is my side of the conversation. :P I'm sorry, I just blabber when I'm half-there.

Bio: worse still,

"Eh, if breasts are fats, then I've got damn a lot of breasts man! o.0 Then all the fat people have like a million breasts man! :D"
"Ashley! What the hell eh, anyhow eh! (Yes, Bre has a very bad habit of adding 'eh/lor/la' too everything) Breasts have nipples la!"
"Oh yeah, HAHAHAHAHA, then like chicken pox or measles, nipples all over (imagine if they were lactating HAHAHAHAHAHA ROTFLMFAO!)"
"Oh gosh, best eh you-"
Ms Koh: "Okay, Breanna, please move up to the front, the two of you cannot stop talking! (and laughing)"
"sian. Nobody to talk to about such things now, nevermind, wait till PE. ;)"

PE: As we're leaving class,

"Hey Chereel! Stop, stop! Stay there 'pokes.side. Bre! She doesn't have ribs! HAHAHA fats, equals, breasts (Cheryl's just staring in bewilderment, and the two of us are laughing like mad.)"

I won't elaborate on the rest of tdy, but hell, it was fun. :D And there were food fights, or rather, milo fights. Ice too :D Ice wars. HAHAHAHA Do you know, ytd Soph and I went to the bookshop, and they were selling pocket tissues, and the packets had names like "Lila & Still", "Ice Air", "Matree", "I Dog Stupid (Xiao Gou Ben Ben)" HAHAHAHA, whalao. Siao! x)

Kerchow! I love my stickerZ :D

Nickelback ; Far Away #

2006-08-21T20:43:00.000+08:00

I need to hear you say
I love you

English oral was so-so, the examiner was really friendly, helped me not to be so anxious, but I dono whether what I said was substantial. :( Hopefully it was. Rarh >:(

Anyhow, I got my PAINTS! Haha whee. :D Borrowed a palette from the Art Room. Hope it isn't missed. I'll return on Wednesday when there's art :)

Hope I fared well on my Math test last week, hopefully we're getting it back tmr! :D Bye!

Avril Lavigne ; Nobody's Home #

2006-08-20T18:06:00.000+08:00

Okay, sorry Luke, but I can't promise you, or anyone for that matter. I dunno. Call me selfish, or whatever. If I can't do well in certain areas, I've to find my strengths other ways. so yeah.

Sorry, I read that little note and umm yeah, cried. I know you care. And so do all my friends. And uhh I'm saying sorry, and I mean it, but putting words into actions is a lot harder.

PCD ; Buttons #

2006-08-19T15:06:00.000+08:00

Hannah was right, once you start, you can't stop. And I pray for somebody to show me the light, that I'll stop. Cos I know it's wrong, and I'm hurting myself. But then again, why's it hurting yourself, when you get a better shape, or what I deem to be better?

The amount of intake doesn't matter anymore, cos it's gna leave my body, be it by natural means, or otherwise. (And I'm not referring to exercise)

Sorry Hannah, deal's off, and has been, for the longest time.

Ashley Yuen Jun --

[adjective]:

Sexually stunning

Haha. whoa siaoZ.

The Used ; I Caught Fire (In Your Eyes) #

2006-08-14T16:12:00.000+08:00

I'm melting
In your eyes,
I lost my place

I'm re-taking Chinese, not like there's any choice, cos like yeah, I got a C6. And no, I don't really hate the language. Whatever I wrote on the board was out of anger at myself for being sucha failure, and being human, I blamed the language, not myself. :/

Whoa, I think I'm never gna hang around Bre, Hannah, Des, Deb, Ter, and Adel, anymore. Lik oh my gosh, they're the most horny bunch'f girls I've ever known! Shuddup about male appendages already man. It's not very, umm, polite. :P Yeah sure it's fun, but too much is not very good. Cos, later become graphic, then how! :X Hahaha. Flowers. Tsktsk, PureBio&Lit students! 'shakes.head.

Anyway, tdy I really laughed until I couldn't walk. I had like, muscle cramps! o.0 Chain reactions, inside joke. :DDD

Bye bye, Bio test tmr, :) pray I'll do well, and piano at 2! :) Then there's art to do :D Haha, k, seeeeyaaaaaa! I love Jesus x))

The All-American Rejects ; Dirty Little Secret #

2006-08-12T11:00:00.000+08:00

my liddle brudder's the cutest! :D

yeay I'm feeling so much better tdy :D

Ciara ; 1, 2 Step #

2006-08-11T18:38:00.000+08:00

shorty like jello
make the boys say hello

Walao, my Chinese results suck big time. :/

PCD ; Don't Cha #

2006-08-08T20:28:00.000+08:00

Don't cha baby, don't cha ;)

Click is super duper ultra funny, but the language used is shocking! Haha small kids of not more than 7 years of age use phrases like "You gotta be shitting me!" and "You call that a car? It's just a blue piece of shit!" Hahaha, whalao. And one parent used every single word known, ranging from shit, all the way to motherfucker, and it wasn't even censored! o.0 Anyway, even though the ending is damn stupid, I still like the acting, Adam Sandler's a really good actor, he can make you laugh till your sides hurt, and make you tear, all in the same movie. Hahaha. Damn funny!

Will you love me in the morning?

Celebrations were stupid, and I stepped on my little flag, i've got a flag tattoo near my ass, and "Made in Singapore" on my neck. Kerchow.

The All-American Rejects ; Move Along #

2006-08-07T19:33:00.000+08:00

Even when your hope is gone,
Move along move along like I know you do

It's 3cm too thick, and 15cm too long! o.0

I was traumatized, and sitting cross-legged, paralysed, and in a state of shock, and Bre, Del, Hannah and Teresa, were sitting there laughing at me. -;-

Ciara ; Goodies #

2006-08-06T22:25:00.000+08:00

I'm not changing stories
Just respect the playa for it

Leonard! Don't be so down alr, I'll pray for you k! :D Hee, Love ya beeg brudder x)

Ciara ; Goodies #

2006-08-04T20:18:00.000+08:00

Everytime I eat, I feel like a bloody failure.

Retching sounds sick, but it might work.

The All-American Rejects ; Move Along #

2006-08-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

Your hands are shaking, cold,
Those hands are meant to hold.

Ahhhh Pirates, Pirates Pirates Pirates! :DDD Orlando is damn damn damn damn damn damn sexy! 'faint. Haha, okay that's exaggerating, and it's gna make someone angry. :/ haha, sorry! >:)

Yeay, Ms Gan has taken my name off the Math remedial list, even though I've never attended a single session >:D (Well, I'm sorry, I just don't believe math rememdial can help me >:]) ) Hmm, Social Studies test was quite alright. So glad I studied and memorised some points and examples last night! :D Or else I would've failed, dead sure.

Something Captain Jack Sparrow said in the show struck me. As in it was something else I heard that was similar. :) "It's just a ship, afterall." Like whoa yes, totally. Then I realised that material things I hold on so tightly to really aren't that important, they'll never get to heaven with you, the weigh you down, and you won't be able to float or smtg. Like they're earthly things, and will always go with gravity, but when you die, you're not there. As in, you just float away somewhere. I think. That's my idea of what happens after death anyway. :P

Kerchow! :)

Delirious? ; Stronger #

2006-08-02T18:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we had some bio lab lesson, and Ms Koh tricked us into believing that the things we were testing on were urine samples. I threw away my test-tube, and washed my hands with the anti-bacterial handwash. And then, she told us that it was just a bunch of chemicals with ammonia added for smell. Oh thanks. But it doesn't matter. As long as it smells and resembles piss in any visible form, my brain will register it as Germs. So I wouldn't have kept the test-tube, anyway. :D Haha, Ms Koh made some typo error when going thru the answers, she typed teat-tubes instead of test-tubes. HAHAHAH! And we were all really tickled. :P

Tdy was draggy, kinda but passed fast, overall. :D Cos Art's so damn long! o.0 But okay la, I painted the Netball, and Dez likes my ball. I completed sketching the stupid roulette, I think I'll paint it next. x) oh shall draw in the dice later. :)

Kerchow!

The Veronicas ; When It All Falls Apart #

2006-08-01T16:53:00.000+08:00

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart

G!
Oh man oh man, please stop being like that. Cyber wars are stupid and writing all those mean remarks in your post isn't gna make people like you better! if you feel angry, scribble it down with pen & paper, and throw it away after. Remember that sermon that day? I think it was David Ho. He told us that humans are very strange beings. Sure, we hold onto money, which seems reasonable, though we know we can never carry it to our graves. But why do we hold onto things like anger and feelings of hatred? Ultimately, the person you hurt the most, is neither those you criticise, nor those who love you, but it's both yourself, & God. is it really worth it? Getting angry with people you can't hurt? Just don't, it's not good, for your mind, body, soul and spirit.

Anger's like acid. It eats into your inner-being. Slowly, it corrodes all your insides, leaving you empty and bitter. And because you can't psychologically screw people, your anger starts showing in your actions. And that's when you're really screwed. It'll be like that video that Pastor B showed us. And yeah okay, since I used to have a really bad temper, I can vouch for that theory. So please don't okay! :/ Cheer up, life in secondary one is meant to be enjoyed. Cos you can never relive it, even if you retained.

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I thank God for giving me marks I don't deserve. Okay, I mean I did the work as best as I could, but I never dreamed of attaining such marks! All I asked for was at least a 16/25, which is a B4 I think, yeah, but God gave me an A2! :DD Hmm and I'm pretty satisfied with my Math marks, it's a B3 :D I should think my next test will pull it up. Hope I get an A1 x)

Kerchow!

P.s. Get well soon Squishy, your ear ah, see la too big then all the bacteria made their homes there. HAHA. x)

Ewan Mcgregor & Alessandro Safina ; Your Song #

2006-07-31T19:38:00.000+08:00

So excuse me forgetting
But these things I do

Baabuhyaabuh :D School food's too good to resist buying, but thank God my friends can't resist consuming it, or I'd be 100kg by now. >:( School food's so good, I actually think I'm gna over-eat, and that will suck. What if I become Bullimic? o.0 Oh no, I don't wna, I know there's the satisfaction of your body not absorbing anything, but I can't imagine the constant taste of gastric juices on my tender taste buds! :/

Whoa, I shoulda just skipped the whole English lesson tdy. It's not as if I've got a problem with pronouncing words, okay, yeah I won't know those I've never come across, but you get the picture! I was sitting there, as usual, back row, being bored outta my wits. Listening to Ms Loh getting us the pronounce words like salmon, rendezvous, and uhh, even Wednesday! Like oh my gosh, we're secondary4 already! It'd be extremely embarassing to be unable to pronounce those words properly! o.0

Live period was so stupid. Half the time was spent laughing at the speaker, who probably converses in Chinese/ broken English/ Singlish, normally. I mean, she couldn't even spell community! It showed up on the screen as "Cmuniomty", like what the hell? Let's play Scrabble! o.0 And it's prefer, not preh-furl, or whatever you said.

"the girl with the spy-teh-curls"

Ahh, ask Bre and Hannah for the other quotations, haha, but damn, it was hilarious! :D

Kerchow! x)

Panic! At The Disco ; Boys Will Be Boys #

2006-07-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

I say shotgun
You say wedding
Shotgun wedding
Shotgun wedding

AHHHHH! 'runs.round.room.crashing.into.random.things. I wanna sue my computer! How come I can view everything except, well, my own blog! >:( Ahya, nevermind.

Church was so empty and quiet tdy, but at least I got to know Gen better, haha, she's nice to talk to, and you can trust her with like anything man. Don't tell ah! :D

I'm so happy everyday, cos everyday's so cool and it's brand new, and i've got good friends, to go absolutely crazy with. Even if the day sucks starting out, i'll love it by the time it's 10pm ;)

Thank you Jesus for good friends! :DD Kerchow!

Jeremy Camp ; Open Up Your Eyes #

2006-07-29T10:18:00.000+08:00

This post is dedicated to a little girl I know. A new friend made, kinda :D

Though you sometimes feel all alone, know still that somewhere out there, people care. :) And even if the world's turned against you, God will never forsake you. Stay true to yourself, and people will love you for who you are! :) Find and secure your identity in Jesus alone, and you'll never be lonely! :D Cos Jesus' everybody's best friend. Smile, G. :D

Ewan Mcgregor & Nicole Kidman ; Come What May #

2006-07-28T17:08:00.000+08:00

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
What to (something something) inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more

As of today, Ashley loves silent reading. Especially if the teachers are being called to a meeting simultaneously. And right after silent reading, there's Chinese! :D I love Chinese periods now, because I'm free to do as I please (even though we'd to complete compre & summary tdy), because the Chinese O'levels were over a long time ago! xD Friday's are the best, since it's just doing English during that 1 hour 10 minutes. :DD And we've still got English periods later on in the day. And though I've to sit by myself - after being separated from my breasto over smtg we were engrossed in once - it's still heaven, as compared to subjects like Social Studies, where there's just so much information my poor brain can't absorb in time.

And then there's Chemistry, Mrs Rajah's always coming into class, in one of her "mood"s, but because we're such a joyful class, she almost always leaves happy, unless of course someone pisses her off by doing something stupid (i.e. Amrit being a sea-lawyer, pointlessly argueing over something of no relevance to the lesson plan at all)

I shall always remember 280706, Friday, as the day a stupid, disfigured THING, wandering round the school, playing World Of Warcraft on the school computers, pissed my whole class off, and wasted about 20 minutes of our life. If they were worth throwing away, they definitely weren't meant to be wasted on it, because it is really not even close to being worth it.

But I'll also remember today as the day this secondary one girl, Gracelynn, who's pretty, actually acknowledged my existence on the face of this planet :)

Kerchow!

Ciara ; Goodies #

2006-07-27T20:58:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was alright. It's the third time I've been kicked outta class this year. And not it really matters to me, but I think it should right? I'm supposed to be a secondary four student and I'm supposed to be worrying and panicking cos the Prelims are a month off, and the O levels, two months. I was supposed to do my English homework, but just this once, my art took priority over English. And guess what, I got busted, big time. What's with all the teachers, thinking that their subject's the most important, and we're all supposed to do all our work. Given the same time frame, but different brain capacity and talents, you are supposed to give us some grace, and cut us some slack.

Back, electricity short-circuited, a temporary blackout, within my house.

Anyway, as I was saying, the teachers shouldn't keep trying to prove to us that their individual subject's the most important one. From a student's perspective, I'd say that all our subjects are equally important, all you're supposed to do is just get us interested in your respective subjects, and we'll do the rest. I mean, stop telling us how important Chem is, just get on with the lesson!

Art was good, I stood half-in and half-outta the sun, my right calf roasting, and my throat all parched, for 3 hours, just drawing on the board. I refuse to use the OHP, which would mean having to put my body into extremely uncomfortable positions, almost as bad as yoga. After those 3 hours, I sat on the chair and went on strike. Haha, then it was just slacking for the next 20 minutes. :) I like art, makes time pass fast.

Thursday's the sleepy time-table. I was nodding off, and Mrs Rajah got so pissed, she was like "You think this is funny? I come into class and you're all lying, heads on the table! All those who were sleeping go wash your face now!" Like oh my gosh, who died? o.0 But as the lesson went on, her mood improved, Man in the turban working the turbine Haha. :D Mrs Rajah said so herself! :)

Hokay, buhbye, Geog geo geog. Then talk talk talk! xDDD Heh, kerchow!

Fall Out Boy ; Of All The Gin Joints In The World #

2006-07-23T17:52:00.000+08:00

I used to waste my time
Dreaming of being alive
Now I only waste it
Dreaming of you

Make up for the stutters

Tdy's like haha great day. :DD Just great. As in really, honestly is! Heh, Jesus is good, and He's made me happy even though I got some major scolding(on which I shall not elaborate). :) He's sent people to cheer me up, and I really thank Him for it! x))

Some people's phones are nice to scroll thru

Bye bye, I'm gna study hard and prove her wrong, we're gna get into AC right breastfriend? :D

Nelly Furtado ; Promiscuous Girl #

2006-07-22T15:53:00.000+08:00

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Chilvary's dead
But you're still kinda cute

ARRRRRRRRRRRTgh. >:( The final piece board was so heavy, and by the time I lugged it home, after being stared at by many many people on the bus cos it looks so stupid to carry sucha big board around, my arm muscles, be it the biceps/triceps or whatever, were numbed. And now there're aches. I wish my board to go suck eggs! Pfft. >:(

Bleh. School nowadays so hectic, while you're at it, it just feels pretty calm and slow-moving. But by the time you reach home, and find it's 6pm You'll feel like, "Agh, how'd the time pass so fast? I want my 6am back!" kinda thing. Art's extremely, undescribably, unbelievably and uber-duber energy-consuming! :( So even if you really wna start on some work at 7, you'll just feel too tired, to even walk to the study room. Then I'll just end up lazing around, and not doing anything, what is wrong with me!

I'm never gna get to AC at this rate. :/

Bye bye I'm finally gna get some Math done, and I'd better remember to bring my texts back. Or I can forget about ever passing Geography or Socials. :'(

50 Cent ; Piggy Bank #

2006-07-20T17:48:00.000+08:00

Clicketty Clank Clicketty Clank.

I'm finally managing to save some money, cos I've cut myself off from food, well mostly. :D Tdy alone I had just a curry puff and a 50cent cone altogether. (To Futs whose worried about my weight, I'm fine, I'm not dead, so it's cool) Anyway, school was alright, I was so sleepy the whole day, cos lesson after lesson the teachers came in with their powerpoints, transparencies, and the like. Presenting stuff, expecting us to copy notes of some sort. Didn't bring all my worksheets, so i didn't really see the point of staying awake, but I still fought the sleep and caught a little of what the teachers had to offer. I think Mrs Selina Lum is a really good teacher with all her 'live' examples. :) Mrs Rajah's fine, I just don't like her tempers. She picks on every little thing when she's in one of her moods.

I don't believe in paragraphing right at the moment. If any at all, it's to end off. Run run run, jog jog jog. Lose the weight and feel satisfied! Seeeya!

Panic! At The Disco ; The Only Difference Between Matyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage #

2006-07-19T17:43:00.000+08:00

Sit tight I'm gna need you to keep time
Just snap snap snap your fingers for me.

I'm kinda hooked on Panic! At thee Disco, Yellowcard, and Fall Out Boy, currently. :D However, all the Fall Out Boy songs revolve around sex. Like my gosh, there's more to life than just that!

Anyhow, chapel tdy was good, Glenn came! :DD Man, you're like a half-dad/brother. Always offering good advice x) And the way you hid the note for us girls, was really cool. And you bet we feel special, writing a note just for us! :D Thank you!

God bless my blog, I hope it doesn't die. HAHA. All the art, Math, Chemistry, weighing me down. I hope I don't breakdown, I'm trusting that God'll just give me the strength and willpower to complete everything that I'm supposed to. Come to think of it, I think I've a Lit essay and a summary to complete. However, I fear I have not brought Grass Is Singing back home. :P Oh well, tmr then! :D Oh yeah, some guys asked for my number just now, haha, so funny. Asked me the exact question the guys asked Soph last time. LOL. Like dude, is it a standard pick-up or smtg? :) Too bad, my momma told me not to speak to strangers. A polite 'No.' is all you're getting from me.

Ooh, quiz time! :) Cos Daez made special mention of me in hers, I've decided to try it! :D

random thing: meeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

My teacher once said that: "Sophil, why you yawn? Are you tired? What time did you sleep, huh? Why you yawn?"

Never in my life have I regretted: Knowing Sophil, Jesus and Futs. :D

The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always make me smile: Futs/ StickerZ/ Asexual Dustbin/ Satellite Dish. <3

When i'm nervous: Ipinch my lips, my hands shiver.

The last time i laughed (until i cried) was when: Either yesterday or the day before, or was it tdy? I dono I laugh alot, I'm sucha a happy girl :D

My hair is: Long, a little wavy, has many colors, and it's totally natural!

My feet are: Fair, big, fat, every part of me is fat.

Last christmas: was cool cos Leonard gave me Absolut Citron, And my cousins forced me to play CS, at which I suck, terribly, cos the moment a terrorist jumped in front of me I screamed and let go of all the controls, i.e. some osrt of committing suicide, or more likely, standing there letting someone slash me to death, not doing a thing about it.

When i turn my head left, Teddy bear wallpaper.

When i turn my head right, i see: An indian man on the roof of the opposite house.

When i look down, i see: "Sonicfest 2005, www,sonicfest.net" That's my shirt.

The craziest recent event was: Chapel tdy.

If you make me really happy: I'll meeeeeeeep at ya.

Where do you plan to visit anytime soon: PLMGS s'goon north Ave 1.

Boys are: Genetic defects, majority of which are insensitive. They are gigantic lawn-mowing vibrators, and rough drafts.

I'd stop my wedding if: God told me to.

The world could do without: war, I really do want World Peace!

I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: Eat excrement.

Most recent thing you've bought yourself: A stripey Blue tank that makes me look like a sailor and I can show off my muscles, UH HUH! :D

Most recent thing someone else bought you: Mel bout me Ice Mountain Mineral Water!

My least favourite time of the day is: When my contacts start drying up and I've to blink extra frequently to moisturuse them.

The last time i was high: Tdy during chapel, cos Glenn made me laugh my socks off.

The last person i talked to told me: Excuse me 'runs. Excuse me! My friend wants your number, can give?(No.) Can't we be friends? (Bu yao.) :P

Last night: I exhausted myself, doing art.

There's this girl i know who: Likes the smell of her own fart.

There's this guy i know who: the best there ever was, though his sexuality depends on how I feel

I'll tell the next person who makes me really happy: Meeep!

I'm listening to: Yellowcard, Starstruck

I last ate: twister fries. Stupid Hannah.

My bedsheet is: uhh floral

I smell: Dinner! Not that I'll partake in much of it anyhow. :])

On my table, i have: Phone, Glitter, eraser, sketches, notebook, timetable, flexirule, CD-R, dolphin keyring, outdated newsweek, 3 AA batteries,blinky wrist light, wooden plague saying"GOD: I hate rules, that's why I only created ten of them.", calendar, cornerstone camp folder, carry-along mirror, glow bangle, I can't figure the rest.

My full name is: Ashley Yuen Jun

Kerchow!

The Penfifteen Club ; Hey Miss Hilton #

2006-07-18T21:10:00.000+08:00

Rarh rarh rarh, I'm flat broke, and it's only Tuesday man. Hmm. :) That's good, it should curb my craving for junk food, I guess. Ran with Ambra just now, yeay, and did like 30 man's press ups, and a hundred sit-ups. :DD Wenta heartland with half the Jgang. Haha, stupid Pizza Hut, food takes so long to come, and the chilli dispenser's cap can't be screwed on tight. And imagine if you aren't even eating, how much longer you'll have to wait.

School was cool, Ms Tini took 20minutes off recess for Deb and I, but not like I give a shit anyway, recess doesn't mean peanuts to me.

Bio prac was quite alright, heh, but I got kinda irritated with Amrit's constant pestering on how to do the experiments, and after awhile, I was like "Do it yourself la!" Sorry girl, but there's only this much I can tolerate. Yeah, but I apolgise for flaring up anyway.

Social Studies lessons make me uber-duber sleepy.

I hate drawing octopi, their tentacles are unbelievable! >:( And I've yet to ask Mrs Lee permission to use her portrait in my final piece. o.0

Kerchow!

Placebo ; Song To Say Goodbye #

2006-07-12T21:55:00.000+08:00

Girls in PL read FHM. haha http://share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=8AaNWjRk4ctmMq Haha, Adel!